I hate him!

Went to Giant today to buy stuffs for chalet tmr! bought not much stuffs.
then we all took shutter bus back to bedok. then went home then put the stuff then we all went to inter. buy thing then went to macs. Saw {♥}SASA.Deardear then talk to her awhile then
she went off. Then we bussed home :) Came home talked on the phone with Elaine.
talked to her about boys. Then i heard from Kenny.Daddy.
some bad news.

I have a very high hope on you, i trust you but you chose to let me loose trust on you.
I really hate it when it comes to this situation. i want to hear it from you bt not from others
Do you know how hurtful is it to hear if from others? you really don't understand how i feel!
you really don't. People say that you are hong, but i told them i don't mind. They say its not
worth waiting for you, bt i find that you are the right one & its worth it! You're a nice guy!
Actually,when you're gone, the feeling faded but now that you're back, feelings drove back!