Here i am spending some time with this lil space here just to share about my current life. Not for anyone but myself as a lil diary. I've been away from home for about a week, spending my time with my boy. So many things happened between, i fell, i stood up, i start again n learn from it. It has been the worst part of my journey in life, shitty things happened but then again, i've learnt my lesson. Friends leaves, everyone does, my family doesn't. The worst things could ever happen to me, happened. I lost a friend n my freaking ipad that was barely even 5months old? Ok, i assume it was fucking stolen. I curse n swear, the person who stole my ipad knowing how much it meant to me, you're fucking heartless n brainless; be a smart thieve n leave no clues. N whoever that found it n chose not to return, whatever you're doing to it i dont care; selling or keeping. But, What's not yours are never gna be yours, you're gna lose it someday. Overall, i blame myself for being careless; leaving my things unattended all the time thinking no one would ever steal or take my stuffs or maybe trusting people way too much n too easily.

After 16years of my life, a lesson i've learnt that's gonna follow me throughout. Fuck friends, fuck everyone. No one stays or helps except my family. When shit happens, friends cleans their own backside n fuck off. Who clears the shit? ME. I've always got this childish/stupid thinking, Friends leave but true one stays. Now i understand why do my mom always mention "Never let/allow your friends to pull your ears where ever they go" n why don't my sister have really good friends. Yup, fuck life~

Times passes, We're finally 2months old. Honestly; deep down w my fingers crossed. I never expected us to come so far. Its only two months but i thought we couldnt even last for a month. So much changes to be made for both of us, hopefully i can succeed? Weeeee. I love him. N yes, now that i'm home, FINALLY. Which also means, separation. Its pretty tough for me to get used to this life now but i guess its better for us, Absence makes the heart grows fonder isnt it? Well, this is prolly just part n parcel of a relationship. I'm sure there's more to come, more to overcome. I'm just glad i had him n that we're growing older, xx