Its my 16th birthday today, my best experience in life. Since young, those i could remember... Every single of my birthdays, i have at least a celebration. Be it, dinner, chalet, party or some small celebration. This year, i woke up just like a normal day, had lunch and everything went on like how the other normal days did. But the only special thing was that i received little text and tweets wishing me happybirthday, i dont feel special at all. Eversince i started to grow older, my birthday seemed to cursed. Something bad would happen to someone i love or myself on that month itself. Its a fucking curse. Friends made plans for me but i was sure about not celebrating my birthday this year. Its feels really terrible but well, i dont want anything else to happen. Le boyf was the only one that made me feel so special, feeling really guilty n sorry about what i said last night to make me feel so upset, i'm sorry darling.

One of the worst quarrel i had with him last night despite of the sweet acts he did for me. I was really upset of what he did days back, somehow i couldnt put myself to forgive him for what he did even till the time he surprised me at my place with my fav drink, with a straw heart that he deliberately learnt for me, photos he developed for me, even laminated them, my hellokitty longlost key chain and he also spent hours on his computer tryna fix and design google chrome. Came all the way from Woodlands to Tampines for me, he even sacrificed his 1day's sleep for me. Knowing that he did all these for me, i still kept throwing tantrums at him. Totally not being understanding at all, thats when my lil princess attitude kicks in. I'm really very sorry dear, i really appreciate everything you did. I love you. 

What he did to my google chrome, #hellokitty #pink.

What was in the bag that he brought with him.