Why am i feeling this way? the regrets is all been carved into my mind! i've regretted! i've really regretted! i'm nothing without you, when i was feeling so alone were you there to help me? instead, someone came into my life and coloured up my life....i was leading a colourful life but ever since you left my life had turned total black! i couldn't get the colours back! you really killed me! i swear for all my life i will never forget you! rmb, you turned my life into total black! and beacuse of you, i did not gain back that confidence of mine! so stop trying to clour it back! i had enough! thank-you ziyu for giving that lecture that made me feel that i was wrong all these while! really thanks alot!